LonelyLittle-Me

Trapped In Glass She has been trapped for so long, Starring at me through my eyes. Becoming someone I long to be. Sharing the same smiles, the same cries. I never see her look away. Whenever I look at her, she's looking at me. Into my eyes, into my mind. She looks so deeply, and I know what she must see. She glimpses my trouble. She looks for my pain. She sees what cannot be, Washed away by rain. But still, she is trapped. And when I leave her she is in the dark, alone. Empty and afraid. With no mind to control but her own. Behind the glass, it must be cold. I am becoming someone she longs to be. She is a broken, tattered s

- a puddle in the rain - I am troubled. A troubled soul. A wretched heart, with a selfish goal. I am alone. A hidden shadow. A torn disease. I am so shallow. And I am but a puddle in the rain. My mind is twisted with emotional pain. and i am so abused... So, I drag others down as well. But I guess it's fortunate I'm here to say I fell. I am without. A distant fear. I cannot think or breathe or hear. I am surprised that I'm not sick. I killed those dreams so very quick. and I am so confused...

Not A Word I've been fighting my emotions with the scissors stained in red. I've been talking now for hours, but you haven't heard a word I've said. Cheer up now, I tell myself. Put away the hurt and pain. Sure you will endure the scars, but what more will you gain? quiet the knife. sheath the blade. watch the trouble start to fade. I've been fighting my emotions with the scissors stained in red. I've been talking now for hours, but you haven't heard a word I've said. Not a word Not a word Not a single word...

Just Fine The mood music drifts in from the other room you know, today, you left too soon. We shouldn't say goodbye Like we did then, It should be "farewell for now" Or, "until we meet again" That's what I long for, A chance to hold on. No more looking back to see That all the good is gone There are times when Having nothing's not enough. Yet, there are times when I have it all, and it's too tough. Every minute I get older and can feel, every abstract impulse, that never felt as real. I'd quickly give an explanation If this were the time or place. I'd scream it loud for all to hear Projecting my voice toward your

Relieved Hello again, I know it's you. Now that you know What will you do? Come here. I'll shut your face up tight Don't be afraid Cause I don't bite I just wanna Mess with your hair Stare into those eyes Just to know if you're really there. For, there have been so many figments In my imagination. That I've already adapted To memorizing every TV station. Hold me now. Before I drown in a sea of my own dreams. Now, I'm so relieved that you Don't play those stupid games,  or so it seems. Hello again. I know it's you. Now that you know, What will you do? 4/21

Slowly Sinking Here I go again Drowning in my dreams I gasp for breath that's limited Or so it seems Sputtering and reaching For a hand that isn't there When will you reach for me, And do you even care? I'm shivering now, It's getting so cold But I'm sick of your ways, They're getting so old. What once was my heart Overflowing with love for you, Now is empty, softly healing And the stitches number few. Every drop of you Has proven tragic A magician of heartbreak, You work your painful magic. So, I've let go now. And I feel I'm slowly sinking The black abyss is looming And all the while, I'm thinking, Here I go ag

Let Down Have you ever felt that sinking feeling? Deep inside, it's killing you Try to make a decision, But you don't know what to do? I know you've been let down before It's not as easy as it seems To try so hard getting nothing in return Giving up on all your dreams Why can't I let go? A question often asked Yet not so easily answered Its identity is masked Sometimes the disguise is overwhelming Sometimes the eye it can deceive A heart of gold will speak Before the doubt can leave Yet, a strong mind can overcome All the lovesick admiration And every hour spent In the deepest of frustration I know you've been let dow

Not Enough Deep sigh, and there she goes again Forgetting who she is She sees another man and her current leaves her mind She's always forgetting that she's his Deep sigh, and there she goes again Forgetting that she lives Regretting what she has, she's wanting more She takes and takes, but never gives Deep sigh, doesn't she know? More will never be enough. No matter what she has or what she's given Life will always be too tough She just can't understand Why everyone else seems so happy now Deep sigh, and there she goes again Always expecting more The envy's green now What's the use, what is this for? 4/19

Faded It's a beautiful summer's night For miles we're the only life in sight Holding onto one another, we walk Enjoying the silence by choosing not to talk I feel your arm slide from my waist, as you let go of my hand And you bend down to write "I love you" in the sand Looking up at me, you smile And I breathe this moment in for just a while Then we go back to walking like we had before This time not expecting too much more Holding on to you, I look up at your face Then back at our footprints, that are gone without a trace. And the "I love you" is gone as well, Although it's hard to tell Like an enigma, it's as though it never

Blind I know a girl who wears her hair down I know a boy who wears a frown She's so confused because he never lets her in She doesn't care, because she loves him. Boy, when will you see? Love isn't always blind. She wishes he would just make up his mind. She dreams of him holding her hand All she really wants to do is understand. She's right there, wearing her emotions on her sleeve. She'll never leave She only wishes he were happy, for a while. Cause really all she wants to do is make him smile. In his head, he'll cry He thinks he has no choice, but to die. Boy, when will you see? Love isn't always blind. She wishes, this